so i've been avoiding emails. not just reading them with the "oh, i'll reply later" mentality. no, i'm just not reading them. i'll see who they are from, feel apprehensive, and not even open it. i've become jaded and detached from a large section of my life, so a lot of the mentioned avoided emails are from that section. i'd love to become un-jaded (is that even a word?) and merge everything back together. i'm having a really hard time of it though.
seems like i have a hard time with a lot of things.
in other news, i have been working towards the surgery. trying to set up a solid date (it's a bit complicated because my orthopedist has to coordinate schedules with two other surgeons), working out people who could possibly help me when i am in my most invalid state (which is pretty exciting so far, i wasn't expecting a couple of the people!), and possibly getting into some personal training to drop some of the weight before i go on the table. it's expensive, so i'm not quite sure if that is going to happen. it would really help though. ugh. money sucks.
brewfest was half good. the first day was great, had good sales and such. the second day, sales wise, blew chunks. but some of the derby gals came and kept us company, and it was such fun to have them there. plus it was quite awesome to have cristina, patrick, and nils over the whole weekend. even saw bad teacher, which was amusing. i heart jason segel.
chris is going to maryland tonight, so i am all on my own for the day. whomp whomp.
boring post is boring.
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